yesterday night , was discussing about the appeal thing with mommy then she suddenly talk about basketball . i cried , she questioned me , took me quite some time before willing to tell her about mine feelings and all those . so she comfort me and talk me out lars . she say i giving mineself too much stress and should stop going for hu training for the time being . but i disagree lars . time is running out ! she say i although training i perform well but when on court perhaps i sub consiously feel scare lars . hmm , how can i overcome that ? i cried for quite long after that , i feel so wondeful lars . thanks mommy <3 but eyes was swollen today morning , put eyes over it and it swell down . training was quite fun except the 2 rounds of cross country . did outlet , shoot ball ... got the schedule for malaysia , not much different . heard a sad news . mr yeoh is leaving dunearn this year . next year he going raffles . BLOODY HELL ! and miss lim next year maybe not incharge of bball le as she maybe being discipline teacher . ARGH , i want mr yeoh and miss lim . dont think dunearn got any teacher can be better than them lars . whats more mr yeoh got lots of lobang . can get nice jersey all those and he is a very nice person lars . good to us . hais . basketball is undergoing a big changes , micheal might not be coaching us next year too .

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